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| Honey , baby , dear , darling , sweets , laopo ,wifey , lover , aiai . blablabla. whoever she's is , watever she's called .i declare a N-everlasting loves Yyoo! [yes, its yoo ] sorry for lates posting . its been a sick and tired period for past 2 weeks , fever + flu + sore throat and a bad headache . till today , i'm still veri sick. hais ! hmmm , i went city harvest church 2day . it was a big 'WOW' they had their service at Basement4 which is deep in the ground . and they had a big big hall . wa~~~ their service was lik a rock concert instead . Lol! and best of all , there damm lots of chio gals XD but , at the end i didn't follow those groups go makan la, cos i wanted go back wdl . hees . went playing games . go starhub c jie and peep at aiai XP . haha ! went spend my rest of the time in arcade. play play play . 10 pm reach home . now going slp le . i'm damm damm tired lor. nites ppls . sweets dreams for yoo lovers ! MrKeai' | | |
| hais , been working out in this post for 3 damm long hours , well almost there . millions of words which i wanted to post , but just cant type out the best way to express. and so i went berserk . i slam my left plam on my keyboard, and guess wat , 'sad' is the word which i 'slammed' out . lols ~ i'm just going to post words in the weblog . soured relationships dead mind brewed loves convertions devotations'loves( bluetooth name ) T,T wish to the unexpected romance history that i wont understand blogspot? jazlyn emote ? sick ~ tired ! HAHA ? - where's the hell did 'hahs' gone to ? ?Kwan! takaire ! pls view and tag mi D= MrKeai' | | |
| The lines were clearly drew between me and fate. everything had became a felt ( past tense of feel , in case some ppl don't understand ) . had i grown up ? well, there's no definite answer for this question . Recently there's a painful feeling erupting from my deepest heart . not because of 1 or 2 things , but there much things , and of cause the main thing . *aches~ the emo sides of mi is occuring again. sights are all around . forcing mi to corner . hais . went tpy 2day . journey was lik damm damm bored ! made mi so quiet whole day . even though met up wif joo later on the day . had some fun, somehow the lonely heart of mine kept pumping . heartaches , blockage of vision and feeling nausea . diff types of strange feeling confronting mi . AHh! sians ~ book out day so damm damm bored ! i miss the little girl viewing me with her big big lovely eyes . MrKeai' experincing the difficulty of breathing | | |
| its was a slower pace that i'll will catch up wif D= sick ! since wednesday . running high fever of 39.2 degree. it was lik VERI hot . Sh!t . head felt so heavy every moment . yet those brains cells just cant stop resting .kept missing thing , or rather ppl . resulting to a bad headache. a bigbigbig *sigh* pace by pace the history is drawing near. back to the isolated island i suppose to live in . enjoy my own sky , sea and mayb nothing is enjoyable. hais! wat a waste of time for ns . time is flying slower and slower each day . and more torture is occuring to mi and mayb in my deepest heart i suppose =( gonna stop here . feeling veri weak to post long de . mayb i will post agn before i book in . MrKeai' i need the oxygen which i need to survive wif | | |
| she destoryed the smile on mi . i dismantled myself, i found a shakey heart of mine. after a millions of thoughts. its was lik wat the H ? mayb its fated ba. hais/hahs ? i cant control much of my emotions now, i felt controled instead . afterall, its due up by many things i believe . she lost my way . i felt so lost nowadays, in camp / outside camp . i dunno wat to do , there's no planning for my next move. i'm just a kite controled by the wind. guess its reali my true life uh. well . nth much to post . tc how ever yoo are . cyoo when i cyoo =D MrKeai' | | |
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